Today it's 3 years since I lost you, the love of my life. Every day I miss you, things remind me of you and it's painful. I feel awful but I can't think about the times we had together, and we did have some good times and some bad ones. It hurts when I remember that you are no longer here in my life, that we can't make new memories together and that it's too painful to think about the ones we had. I miss you Colin, every single day, my life will never be the same without you by my side, holding my hand and just being there for the lovely man you were. If only things could have been different. I love you and miss you darling xx